Alchemy, Holography & Me

Alchemy, Holography & Me

Alchemy. Some of my readers are ready to go deeper on topics like this one. If you are one of them, this one is for you. If you are unsure, just read through what is here, trusting that you will digest it over time without giving it much thought. This brief primer will simply act as a gently activating consciousness trigger for what you innately know but had no one to speak of it with in your current lifetime.

I write increasingly of late about integrating and balancing your personal wellbeing and third dimensional life with your increasingly sensitive and awakening self. While this remains to be of the utmost importance, visiting highly conceptualized understandings of your energetic design is refreshing. It takes you just that much further into what you know about yourself and why you came this lifetime. Our community needs this remembrance.

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As such, the following is content that I dashed off early in this week when asked about teaching consciousness content to my clients during their sessions. I was asked how teachers like myself conceive teaching alchemy today. I thought it was a super question. Believe me, there are millions of answers to this because humans often learn via metaphor that reaches well beyond the physical sciences. Here is mine:

‘Here is my narrative presentation in response. I use that phrase on purpose as so many of our community have not yet understood that there are infinite narratives in human words describing alchemy (and all associated constructs). In fact I view the process of embodiment and all that goes on during it for every embodied being across all kingdoms (mineral/plant/animal/human and beyond) as alchemic by nature.

Why? Because the atomic energy movement that is antimatter/zero point/matter (quantum mechanical basics) and the dynamics involved for maintaining speed/vibration/magnetic resonances IS the platform for what is termed alchemy. No ‘healing’ ‘magic’ or ‘mastery’ happens that is not based on this source-designed platform. I had to say this in order to address your actual question.

The newer component to teaching/emanation is exactly this: more humans have now incarnated who are evolved to a point in themselves such that they recall this understanding or it is triggered to be recalled supported by the procession of equinoxes, plasma releases and other cosmological releases arriving to earth.

Now that there are a growing body of us including you, we’ve reached a ‘tipping point’ of collective embodiment such that our group soul monad emanation power (engagement with this reserved component of the organic planetary matrix) regardless of human role has been achieved. You could be a homeless person on the street masterfully engaged or a pastry chef or government official for example.

Your question is about how this is knowingly taught when it is through those of us knowingly serving as teachers via the Alchemy School construct. Specific to that: In my work two keys are engaged. I am first of all an accelerated emanating being. As clients come (they are me as they arrive as holographic mirrors), the alchemy for emanation is increased regardless of whatever verbal content is happening per client ‘needs’.

Secondly, as a teacher, I am vibrating, among other harmonics at the same moment, in the human kingdom as is the other embodied mirror ‘client’. My responses to their expressed ‘needs’ (and my own intuitive direction) allows me to verbally express and teach some of the alchemical constructs ‘they’ can then go out and engage (recall their own mastery) for themselves.

So, the client human presentation is of less concern and more a vehicle to assuring them to recall their own mastery (which means my own alchemical mastery since they are me). Understand that ALL embodied beings are already alchemical masters or they would not be in form on Earth/Terra/Gaia. It is dense here.

You have to be masters to be here. So yes, clients come for ‘healing’ and what they get are reflections (emanations) of their own mastery for sovereignty and DNA key-codes for self mastery.

Yes, the human language I apply is highly encoded because of who I came to be this incarnation and ‘fits the request’ from the client. Often helps that I am a mental health clinician for many earth years this lifetime (and others it seems) by background.

I hope that what is posted above takes you a bit further in your own conceptualizations and constructs for what makes up your amazing energy body and that of the entire cosmos. It’s all a matter (smile) of atomic design that is, frankly, outside of our ability as human beings to conceive in its totality. We do have the ability though to get at the fundamental frameworks in order to participate consciously in this alchemy.

In fact, a large part of your sovereign journey on earth today is calling you to figure out how to consciously do so. When you do, you quite naturally and wordlessly emanate this one unto another. THIS is how Earth becomes Terra becomes Gaia. Do you now see?

Always with my love, Amber

If you love learning this way and want more of this integration in your own life, please set up some time with me. I would be honored to support you and your wellbeing as you navigate this lifetime. Namaste. 
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Balance 3D Living with 5D+ Awareness

Balance 3D Living with 5D+ Awareness

It is time that we came to terms with our emotional wellbeing. A lot has changed. We feel stretched, wrung out, run over AND exhilarated, empowered and energized. I know.

You and I know that we came to this lifetime to be of service to humanity and the planet.  Some of you who read this are doing so openly and directly, others of you are doing so in more behind the scenes ways. Still others of you are wondering why on earth you arrived again to this cosmological exurb as things are so notoriously painful and challenging you wonder if you took a wrong turn through a wormhole. I sincerely get that last one.

You are among the most exquisitely aware and sensitive human beings on the planet alive today. Because you are an embodied soul operating within a human nervous system and psychological framework,  your ego might still want to think I paid you a compliment. To a certain extent it is noteworthy as you are beyond amazing. You have courage for miles and the consciousness skills of a cosmic ninja. What dampens enthusiasm however is it is simply not easy living here in the third dimension. For any of us.

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I am grateful beyond belief to be able to write to you here. Your presence brings me comfort and a sense of community. This said, I am about to remind you of something extremely important to your third dimensional existence. You have had a lot of trouble figuring this living thing out precisely because you were NOT supposed to come here and fit in. Understand now that we already have 85% or so of the human population doing that ‘fitting in’ thing. You came to hold a different tune, or harmonic as it were. Sometimes this difference is excruciating.

Here is what you need to know: Our kind needs a very particular balance and integration in our daily lives.  How we go about achieving this has not been made into a package on the market, program you can purchase or pill that you can swallow. YOU are individually creating this for yourself.

I should know from whence I write. I’ve been watching and listening to our kind extensively over the last three years. I’ve been in numerous online groups with thousands of members and only hundreds, both as a member and as an administrator. I’ve co-hosted the former Facebook Live show ‘Practically Quantum’ and am now co-host of ‘Esoterics Today with Amber & Sitara’ on SoundCloud.

Over those years and in those spaces I saw all kinds of emotional overload and fantastical ecstasies played out. As I was coming to grips with my own inner landscape, I even dabbled in a few unwittingly myself. Whew. We are on the front row, as forerunners in the human kingdom, having some of the most incredible inner and outer occurrences and synchronicities. We are understanding a quantum level of gnosis not seen on the planet in modern history. It’s going to get messy.

Regardless of how you refer to it, human growth, evolution, ascension or a horizon event, etc., our exquisitely aware and sensitive community is developing both in numbers and consciousness quickly. Our daily routines, work lives and relationships are all coming under our microscopes like never before. Indeed our entire understanding of systems, cultures and programming has come under self-scrutiny.

As such, this is a call out to you to be very thoughtful about your well-being. Be especially careful with regard to your emotional and mental framework. Stay steady and dedicated to what needs to happen on a daily basis so that your life functioning at baseline stays in tact. Focus on your working life, family life, friendships and activities that bring you pleasure. Find more of your kind and community. Nourish your body with good whole food and rest regularly. Be sure to harness nature’s curative and grounding influence too.

What you are coming to understand about why you are here, who you are, and the nature of the universe/multiverse can put an enormous amount of pressure on your daily life given your role as one who holds enormous understanding, compassion and light. How you are able to hold your energy patterning through these transfiguring times is going to become a model for many as the years pass. THIS.IS.WHY.YOU.CAME.

All humans are increasingly awakening to their inner lives and the call to develop sovereign living as the move toward unity consciousness calls to them. This process is going to go on for anywhere from hundreds to thousands of years depending on the collective timeline chosen. You will be there, at this phases, to say, “yes, I know, and this is how I did it. This what I did in order to be grounded and practical through my own growth in this area of my lifetime.” This understanding is a large part of how you will go on to serve those around you. It is for many of you, the reason you came this time.

Wishing you all the joy of our brilliant times, ease through the birthing process of a newly arriving consciousness and the ability to be there for one another.

Always with my love, Amber

ps. I know you have grown a lot lately. I know you wonder what is going on from a spiritual/consciousness perspective. If you’d like to work with me to create more emotional wellbeing through your spiritual practices, please send a contact message or email me at suburbanlightworker@gmail.com or call 571-969-6904. We can get a lot done in one session very often. xx

A Practical Lesson about Integrating Past Life Information

A Practical Lesson about Integrating Past Life Information

The lesson I am writing about occurred when I was getting a hot stone massage in a ski village high up in the Rocky Mountains. The woman involved, a massage therapist,  imparted a powerful lesson about being fully present and grounded in this lifetime.

At times, as some of you do, I get intrusive awarenesses about other people and situations even when minding my own energetic business. I try to reserve my insight for those who patently ask for it. These more random moments happen because I operate out of clair-senses and intuition a lot of the time now. This was one of those times that incoming information was not particularly convenient but the information persisted.

As I laid there with moderately heavy and deliciously hot stones on my body in the dim, aromatic therapy room I became aware of a male Native American figure standing around us. He told me that he was ‘her’. More specifically he told me that the work she was doing on my body was his work. It was ‘him’ who was conducting the session through her.

I found that detail interesting but had no desire to pipe up and say anything. Usually I am a fairly quite client on the treatment table. He then told me specifically that he, this ‘aspect’ of her was ‘Paiute’ (sounded like Pi-ute). I heard that and thought that perhaps I’d heard of them as a school child or somewhere along the way. I was not sure I had.

He gave me the strong sense that he wanted me to tell her this about herself. So, trusting the moment and setting, in the dim light, I spoke up. “Okay, in some of the work I do with clients I provide intuitive consultation and teach growth in consciousness.” Silence. “And I am being asked to tell you that you have a Paiute Indian hanging around you right now.” More silence.

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Since I’d gone this far, I went for broke. “It seems that you know about past lives in general (my intuitive guess) so you can understand that he’s telling me that he is the reason you work as a massage therapist the way you do. I hope that makes sense to you somehow. Do you know of the Paiute?”

She replied that she was unsure if she knew this tribe specifically but she did feel close to Native American traditional healing. Then silence. Good. I felt I completed the mission and  simply went back into my quiet mode, relieved of what I felt compelled to describe. He stopped talking to me but his presence lingered.

Here comes my lesson. Yours too. As is the ritual, the therapist left the room so I could dress and then meet her in the hallway for a glass of water and summary conversation. When I opened the door to the hall, there she stood, a tray with water in hand.

She volunteered that while she had not known the Paiute Tribe, she had worked over the years with the Lakota Tribe. I passed on to her that if she had any prompting she would very likely make a terrific modern Shaman given her experiences there. She confirmed that yes, she had previously been asked to consider Shamanistic work in the past, but has so far declined to do so.

She went on to explain that she does understand past life themes but that she “lives in this life today” and indicated that her journey as a soul now is to continue to negotiate this lifetime to the best of her ability.

I told her that I really honored her perspective and feel that many of our kind could take a lesson from her viewpoint. While we can discover our past life ‘roots’ and other amazing consciousness/spirituality-based attributes, what mattered most was being able to be grounded and present in this life.

As a further takeaway I realize that I was being shown how one individual could acknowledge an aspect of herself, accept it, and then understand how it was playing out in her life today. All with apparent nonchalance.

This example stood as mirror to so many humans in our wider collective who get lost, understandably so, in the particulars of their own hero’s journey. They fantasize, glamorize or otherwise fixate upon and act out these features to the detriment of their daily life requirements. I’ve seen plenty of this.

I bring this to your attention today because over the next 50 years you are going to watch as humans begin to expand from within who they know themselves to be. Some of the content will go beyond what is termed ‘past life’ into ‘future life’ and more.  In fact ‘past’ and ‘future’ will morph into ‘aspects of you’ regardless of the time construct. You may already have some experiences in this zone.

What I hope you will do as you grow is make the decision to stay patently present in this life. Bring all the wisdom of awarenesses you are gaining to your current life. The human kingdom is growing in what can be considered an evolutionary way. You who read this type of material, mine and others, are those who came on the early side of this moment in human history.

As such, you will be greatly challenged to integrate what you are experiencing with what has to occur in your routine life. The beauty and power of the self you come to know will need to be commingled with the shadow and pain components lived in a duality defined third dimensional lifetime.

From this perspective I am more of a reporter and teacher. Indeed you are a master at this planetary and human change-time. You’ve done this all before. Thank you for what you do and who you are.

Always with my love, Amber

 

Esoterics & Planetary Changes Since the 1950’s

Esoterics & Planetary Changes Since the 1950’s

The following is a quick channel with Aga, one of my soul aspects. I asked her about how it happens that I have these awarenesses and am compelled to share them. I thought it may be revealing for you as a reader.

Me: It may be helpful to my readers to understand how it comes to pass that I write about and teach individuals about these esoteric aspects to living. At times it is even strange to me that I have any awareness or motivation to do so. I’ve always been aware and spiritually inclined and I’ve always wanted humans to live and feel better than they appeared to, but this is a whole new paradigm for me. Why do I find myself driven to teach and communicate within this field?

Aga: Well, you are not the only human doing so. You have good company. But what makes you unique is that you are a writer by design. You also don’t have any particular need to be right. You are simply reporting your own awareness and interpretation of your personal insights and experiences. You were built to remember the things you write, talk and teach about at this time. As with many of your kind, wayshowers you call them, you were designed to come on line, much as a computer, and simply begin to tell these stories.

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Me: Yes, but these themes, this work, is such a departure from my very conventional work and presentation across my life. It has been such a personal adjustment to allow myself to do this work. After all, I’m still in form living a very third dimensional life with all of its needs and routines.

Aga: Indeed it has. You have had a lot of help making this transition, mostly unseen. This level of awakening is representative of very few on your planet and it has taken years to find others with whom to find community. We understand this and know what it has taken, and continues to take, to do what you are willing to do. There will come a time, after you leave the planet, that your themes will be seen as preschool. Until then you are in the position of being in a small community of others doing what you do.

Me: Wow, that’s sobering knowing that my whole life will be in service to these themes that are so very junior to the rest of the sentient cosmos.

Now for the topic at hand…

A wee esoteric history lesson. Since the late 1950s our planet has been experiencing natural energetic shifts. The field of physics has been reporting on this for decades. Most humans do not read this scientific material nor do they understand it if they do.
Our scientific community is not as helpful in terms of expressing how these changes impact our human species. It has not been their role to do so. Our world governments also have other interests precluding their role in understanding or expressing these impacts.
These natural energy shifts are often applied during various planetary alignments and engagements with our solar system and other galaxies. It is often historically our astrologers and astrologically aware who give us clues to these shifts and their impacts on our life experiences and perceptions relative to retrogrades, planet earth influences, etc.
Today we now also more broadly have information from seers of all kinds that speak to us of gateways, timed trigger releases, grid changes and cosmic pattern influences that have impact on all planetary kingdoms: mineral, plant, animal & human.
This more broad sharing and awareness and its timing was long prophesied across many ancient texts and narratives. It now rises to our awareness across current content inclusive of social media figures like myself to act as a clarion call to those humans whose blueprint this lifetime is to see it, hear it, recall it and then relate it to others. This is the time in your life you have been awaiting: to love deeply, to serve resolutely and to shine brightly by allowing yourself to return to joy, ease and pleasure while living on this jewel of a planet. Something humans have not been able to sustain in thousands of years.
Please find me, and my talented co-host, Sitara Joules Lightbringer on our podcast ‘Esoterics Today’as we talk about this very subject and oh so much more. Our show premieres Friday, December 21st on the Winter Solstice. Please join us! Share us with your friends!
Always with my love, Amber

When Consciousness-Centered Responses Fall Flat

When Consciousness-Centered Responses Fall Flat

Earlier today I responded to a colleague’s question on Instagram.  In her post she mentioned she was having head and neck strain. Since she is in a healing arts field, essential oils, my written comment to her suggested that she avoid overworking her masculine energy which creates tons of drive and action in favor of  bringing in more female energy that allows flow  and results to be magnetic. I suggested that she create a balance that incorporates both activity AND trusting the flow of life. This balance will take better care of her human spirit and body.

Later in the day I noticed that she saw my response and asked “how do I do that?”  I answered her there, but this simple exchange prompted me to write this post. I suggested to her that identifying human programs that have us exhausting ourselves in the name of success and productivity is one area to observe. I offered that she could explore what is meant by ‘feminine energy’ and how that works to attract or magnetize the desired outcome.

The fact is while I answered her,  and knowing her as I do, I could sense her reasonable disbelief on some level, that my proposal had any real merit. And she is not alone. I completely understand that addressing questions from a spiritually-centered perspective can come off as lopsided, meaningless and trite.

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In the realm of conscious spiritual awareness, words often fail. As humans we are third dimensionally programmed to discourse within an accepted frequency regime that is disinclined to recognize personal power and choice. It is also not a big fan of balance and wellbeing as a way of living and being. As such, to make responses to “how do I do that?” in a few short consciousness-based sentences mostly falls flat.

In my experience the other person either turns off and tunes out or, worse, gets irritated. I’ve had it all happen. The more reasonable human programmed response, if one is even made (first line of huamn programming is to NOT respond to the stated pain), would be “oh, sorry to hear you are are in pain.”, the next acceptable response would be “you could also take a warm bath or get a massage”. Those both fit with acceptable expectations for human interaction. No one is going to argue with those.

Most humans don’t want to hear what I responded with when asked “how do I do that?”. Why not? Because they don’t yet feel able to do the first steps needed. These first steps to anything energetically, consciously or spiritually related require you to notice something or become aware of something. This requirement is the first warning flag a human needs in order to sense danger that their beliefs are going to be challenged such that they need to run away from the conversation.They are being asked to go within. This inherently suggests that solutions lie within not outside of them. It also implies the long haul, no quick fix. Ugh.

A significant set of others decide to fight back when they hear the kind of response I made. Trust me, after all these years I know when another person feels defensive and would rather get passively huffy or downright negative and mean. Plus, my mad skills of perception (chuckling) can smell a sour note a mile away. There are the lovely but fewer intrepid souls who get curious and ask the next question. “What do you mean by that? Can you describe that?” Sweet relief. These souls are you dear reader. These are the humans who by changing themselves change the planet.

I get asked ‘how-to’ questions and often know I’m being asked to regurgitate a list of some sort, a recipe, for relieving a symptom or two. The plain truth is that conscious living of any kind is not a recipe or list. It’s an internal drive or call that we answer for living in a more sovereign way such that human programs are no longer unconsciously driving thoughts, feelings or actions. It is a cultivated perspective that takes dedication and practice. Lots of practice.

So yes, our kind are going to appear to those who are not ready to explore themselves in this manner to be all ‘love & light’, elusive, exclusive and without merit. I’ve increasingly accepted this to be the case now that I am no longer looking to fit neatly into broadly accepted categories for what ‘good humans’ look and sound like. Or what what helpful humans say when asked “how do I do that?”.

I’m okay with the fact, and this is a long time coming, that my best language and intent to support another soul will fail to be received in the manner it was intended, often and completely. After all each of us is already sovereign. We all heal and evolve ourselves based on the blueprint with which we arrived and with which we teach ourselves to inform and interface. It’s the true divine nature of all existence.

I write this with much love as always, Amber