Yes, Humans Explore Suffering

Yes, Humans Explore Suffering

On suffering. It’s time to understand that you are exploring suffering as an embodied soul. It’s one of our tasks this lifetime. This rightly implies that you can makes choices relative to the experience of it which includes whether to do so under various circumstances and to what degree.

I know this concept is mind blowing for most humans. In fact, most get downright hostile at the suggestion that suffering and choice have any relationship. Most humans are still heavily invested in exploring victim-hood as a motif for living and this goes hand-in-glove with suffering. You, lovely reader, are not one of those humans. You are or have discovered that sovereignty demands ownership. It has or is occurring to you that an awakened consciousness is a highly self-responsible one.

The human condition, yes, is predicated on a deep dive into intense shadow experiences that include every range of painful occurrences. No one is immune to these. That said, what you do have choice about is your response. Your self-determination in those responses is the center upon which your sovereign living depends.

What is sovereign living? It is your consciously elected way of approaching daily life such that you consistently seek to release self judgement, judging and the judgement of others, you apply liberal doses of self forgiveness and forgiveness of others. In essence, you dedicate you life to self love inclusive of the personal narratives and elected behaviors in your daily lives and emanate that to others.

Does this mean you are without the experience of suffering? Not at all. What it does do, over time and practice is help you gain a psychic centering and level of peace required to stay relatively healthy and well while living a third dimensional soul-embodied life. Will you experience aging and disease that is prevalent on our planet? Yes. Will sovereign living impact that experience? Most definitely.

Those of you who read this blog know or are coming to know that you are a service-to-others soul. As such, your ability to serve depends on your ability to create daily habits that foster sovereign living. You have already well noted the results for our brothers and sisters when sovereign living is not practiced.

It is a seriously mistaken belief that self love and forgiveness are risky, useless or dangerous. In fact, for reasons having to do with quantum mechanics, vibratory resonance and sacred geometric principles, they are the bedrock of soul-embodied living for those of us who manage to hold enormous light on our planet.

I am grateful you are living on planet today and serving alongside me. Namaste.

Always with my love, Amber

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Hate & the Highly Aware Soul

Hate & the Highly Aware Soul

Our kind often has trouble with hate. As healers, wayshowers, lightworkers, gridworkers and other highly sensitive awakened people we often avoid acknowledging the low vibratory and dense personal experience of hate. What follows is my own experience with it and how it transformed my life.

In writing this post I’m hopeful that you are acknowledging and then healing this very common planetary emotional construct in the third dimension. As with all energy manifestations, hate is only light defined as shadow content, but light nonetheless.

I now understand that in avoiding the subject of hate, we make ourselves vulnerable to exploring a severe limit to our own power to come into self love. And it is exactly self love that triggers engagement with Unity and Christ Consciousness in these times of planetary fifth and beyond ascension.

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Twenty years ago Isabelle told me that I could not know love if I did not know hate. She was one of my consciousness teachers for about twenty five years. As a highly aware, compassionate and perceiving soul I resisted her proposal and balked at any idea that I was capable of hate.

She pointed to extremely painful experiences with humans in my childhood and asked “didn’t you hate the people involved?” No, I did not I told her. I understood them. As an awakened child I knew why they acted the way they did. I was one of those souls who was able to thrive in childhood even in the face of family turmoil.

Then it happened. As I turned forty I lost my best friend. We had known each other since age eighteen. I lost her not to death but to our own subconscious choices to move away from each other and explore other parts of living.

That is a very nice way to describe what occurred. The change was sudden. For me it was quietly violent. It affected me in ways that took years to understand. Then one day it hit me. I hated her. Big time.

I had been trying NOT to hate her for years. We made sad halfhearted attempts to stay connected in a new way, from a distance. Isabelle asked me when the events occurred if my love for my friend “broke”. I was hopeful it had not, so said “no” but I distinctly recall I was not telling the truth.

When the day came that I realized I hated her I simply stopped connecting. It was painful to hate her but it became more painful to pretend that I didn’t. Once I realized that I had discovered hate, I called Isabelle and told the truth as I now knew it. That call came about five years after the events had unfolded, now twelve years ago.

Through that experience, now mostly healed, I was propelled to new heights for setting healthier limits and boundaries on my relationships, especially those from childhood. While I did not experience hate from childhood experiences the way Isabelle suggested, I most assuredly now responded to those events in a number of new ways.

One way was to narrow others’ access to my life and energy. I am now extremely thoughtful about who is in my life and why. I manage my energetic field with much more awareness now. I protect my energy body on a daily basis depending on the day’s events and various settings.

Within two years of the difficult loss of my friendship I  married a man who, in addition to all of his traits, has incredibly tight boundaries. Sometimes overly so. By living with him and witnessing him, he has taught me a lot about what it means to properly care for myself relative to other humans. He is the first generation child of a Holocaust survivor. He knows of what humans are capable.

While he can be compassionate and forgiving he has elected to stay fairly shuttered to avoid what he would consider intrusion from others. At times he serves to protect my interests even when I do not perceive particular risk. While I am still prone to be quite inclusive and engaged with others, this experience has been life changing. For the better.

As a highly aware and empathic ‘Service to Others’ soul I am  naturally motivated and devoted by blueprint design to love and accept humans as they are. My compassion and forgiveness is unlimited. If you are reading this I suspect this is the truth for you too.

It is notoriously difficult for our kind to figure out how to balance our human need to create a sovereign and healthy life when we are designed within a Service to Others construct. My experience of hate, while one of the most painful adult lessons I’ve experienced this lifetime, has been an important teacher. Isabelle was right. I could not fully understand the power of love, particularly self love until I explored it’s twin, hate inclusive of self hate too.

We are all souls this incarnation who arrived from Love and fell asleep to it.The rest of the Cosmos operates on the frequency of Love (Unity as One with Source). We agreed to explore pain and suffering (Separation) along with the miracle and beauty of living on this gorgeous jewel, Mother Earth.

We are now remembering Love. The time finally arrived. We do so by acknowledging what we found here in our lives. Hate is one of the experiences we found. Look for it in yourself. Bring it to the light. Doing so will transfigure you and your relationships, which then transfigures us All. It’s what you came here to do.

Always with my love, Amber

 

A New World Hanging Outside Our Window

A New World Hanging Outside Our Window

I’m paraphrasing one of my favorite songs in this title. The actual phrase is “A new world hangs outside my window…” from ‘Sound & Color’ by Alabama Shakes. In fact the whole song rocks my senses in its accuracy for what is occurring on our planet today.

To begin, here is the exchange I had with my Light Council in preparation to write this item:

Me: Who wants to talk to me about this subject and what do you want readers to understand?

Ehtu:  What you refer to has so much more to do with what is happening in the ethers on your planet. What you are about to express relates to that which is occurring in this dimension, your third.

Your planet is taking a turn, a growth spurt of sorts, she is ready to make this change now. And where she is going has been stabilized now for her presence. People of your Kind now see this. It is what you call the fifth dimensional earth. New Earth.

Me: Your are right, I do see this new world breaking through. I feel it more than see it. Sometimes I catch flashes of it with my eyes. I certainly see the lightcodes pouring onto Gaia and see light flashes in varying colors and styles during waking hours too. And my dreams have become visionary over the last few years.

What I’d really like to do and inspire in others is to support more growing awareness in this evolving fifth dimensional (and beyond) experience. What do you suggest we do in order to be able to do so?

Ehtu: What we all have done. Go within. Daily. Without limits. Explore yourselves, your awareness and consciousness. You are going to have to go further into yourselves than you have ever known how to do previously.

You will accept that where you are led is the perfect place, information and experience for you at that moment. You will have to gain self trust in ways not previously available to your species.

The more time you spend exploring your inner landscape of self, the more you will discover the abundance of information about existence available to you now. You have everything you need within to make this new earth experience your own. 

Me: Thank you Ehtu. My relationship with you is a great example of being willing to explore myself and trust what I hear, see and feel. Thank you for talking with me. Namaste.

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Those of you who read my work understand that I am a New Earth Teacher. That simply means that I am a forerunner, one whose remembering has been heavily triggered, as we make a turn into a newer human consciousness on our home planet. There are many of us now across the world.

It occurred to me that you may be somewhat overwhelmed, as I have been at times, by all the various approaches you read about where spiritual consciousness is concerned today. Do a little googling  and you can find ‘activations’ for just about anything at all: merkaba, kundalini, diamond & platinum lightcodes, and DNA/blueprint, just to name a few.

You can find informants and healers on every imaginable path who harness energies across the marvelous spectrum available. They work with color, numbers, geometries, blueprints, lightcodes, and light language. Many more understand spiritual quantum mechanics, crystals,  timelines and connect with Ascended Masters and the Angelic Realm.

Explore them. Avoid them. It does not really matter. You are changing without trying to do so. Our Sun, the Great Central Sun and the Photon Belt are all seeing to this nicely now. It is simply the nature of the Divine Plan for us at this time in the Cycle of Existence.

You can also find grand arguments and trite human quibbles with regard to fifth dimensional living, ego and the ‘who is going, who is staying and what it all means’ type. Dig around long and deep enough and you’ll bump into revelations with regards to geopolitics, extraterrestrials and deep state related miasma sure to give you equal doses of understanding and confusion. Sometimes all at the same moment.

I tell you all of this to recommend highly that you go within YOU. That you develop your own sensibility and pathway to experiencing the qualities of what is considered a fifth dimensional (and beyond) spiritual consciousness.

If you rely on other humans to interpret this in total for you, and they are out there, you will miss the exquisite beauty and point for establishing your own soul’s connection and resonance. You simply can’t grow in understanding and practices until your own energy body is healing and integrated with the associated themes that this period in human history now offers.

This does not mean that you don’t pursue courses and teachers, it means that you approach them with the understanding that they are mirrors you yourself manifested for what you are now bringing into your own life experience for exploration.

This changeover or shift in human awareness and spiritual consciousness is being accomplished one soul unto another. It is the way it was always designed and prophesied. Allow your curiosity to be your guide. Allow your own quiet voice(s) to whisper to you.

Pick up a pen and paper, begin to ask yourself questions, then answer them without censor. Spend time in nature and learn to pay attention to how you feel when you are there. Pay closer attention to synchronicity and small moments. Breath more deeply and slowly. Most of all, love, forgive and nurture yourself. And then do the same for others.

Always written with deep love and gratitude, Amber

 

 

Practical Energetics: About Self Love

Practical Energetics: About Self Love

I will thank you in advance for falling deeply, madly, unabashedly in love with yourself. For as you do, you will also love me and the rest of us. This is alchemy at its finest.

I feel a bit like  singer/songwriter Paul McCartney as I write this post. In one of his late 70’s songs with the band Wings, post Beatles, he croons “You think that people would have had enough of silly love songs, I look around me and I see it isn’t so, oh no…” In fact I hear it playing in some far off corner of my mind. And this all because I am about to write to you about love.

Here is the situation. When you arrived to the planet, you came front loaded with love. In fact, it was all you ever knew. Where you are from, there IS only Love. It is the gas in the vehicle by which you got here in the first place. And it is the electromagnetic stuff, some like to call God Particles, of which your atoms cling unto one another. To be sure, love goes by many names.

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If you want to consciously manifest experiences in your life that give you a sense of meaning, belonging and connection, all attributes of love,  then love itself has to be first applied. Liberally in fact. If I were you I would stop worrying about sunscreen and start slathering on love. In every way imaginable.

Ah, now we come to the most important part. You can see the conundrum of the last paragraph above. Just HOW does a human apply love? While any kind of love is good love, none of it can cling to you and grow you until you have begun to practice and master one thing. SELF love. Uh oh.

And guess what you promptly forgot when you got here? Self love. In fact to be sure you forgot it, most world religions and cultural norms and mores in industrialized nations enforced the message. Do Not Love Thyself. Nope. No way. Just do not do it. Love others, yes, but while its a great idea to groom yourself and exercise each day, keep self love out of your personal equation. Unless, of course, someone else is willing to give you some of theirs.

Note: This is not the blog post where I explain why others do not give us love the way that we are taught. Not possible. Nor is it even possible that we can love another without first loving ourselves. This position will raise a few eyebrows. I will try to write on this soon.

Now back to my premise. To make it even more unlikely you would love yourself while on earth, you were advised to experience shame at the idea of doing so. As a matter of fact, some of you clearly got the message to do the opposite of loving yourself. Hate yourself. Or atleast parts of yourself. It all adds up to the same result: a drained life force. Remember, love IS the juice of life. No juice. No life.

How many of you hate how you look? Your weight? Your job? Your family members? If hate is too strong a word, how about any of its cousins, reject, dislike, disapprove, eschew. I could go on for days with words that oppose love. It is easy since I am a human living in the third dimension. Too easy. Its a frequency that has a well worn path, a groove in our collective mindset. The neural pathway to this condition is almost unbreakable. Almost.

So here is my proposal. Decide to do everything out of love for Self. Anyone reading this is a Service to Other soul and understands that we are One. We live, and have for thousands of years as reincarnating souls under a patriarchal, Service to Self/Power over Others energetic template or framework. It has been excruciating. And at times horrifying.

Within the understanding that we are One, the quantum mechanical story tells us that what you first do for yourself as a receiver ripples then out from you as a transmitter to those around you. As you heal self, you heal Us. As you love yourself, you then love Us. As you love you, you simultaneously love me. Even if I never am lucky enough to meet you.

Sending this off highly encoded with Love in the Highest. Because I can. So I do. — Amber