Balance 3D Living with 5D+ Awareness

Balance 3D Living with 5D+ Awareness

It is time that we came to terms with our emotional wellbeing. A lot has changed. We feel stretched, wrung out, run over AND exhilarated, empowered and energized. I know.

You and I know that we came to this lifetime to be of service to humanity and the planet.  Some of you who read this are doing so openly and directly, others of you are doing so in more behind the scenes ways. Still others of you are wondering why on earth you arrived again to this cosmological exurb as things are so notoriously painful and challenging you wonder if you took a wrong turn through a wormhole. I sincerely get that last one.

You are among the most exquisitely aware and sensitive human beings on the planet alive today. Because you are an embodied soul operating within a human nervous system and psychological framework,  your ego might still want to think I paid you a compliment. To a certain extent it is noteworthy as you are beyond amazing. You have courage for miles and the consciousness skills of a cosmic ninja. What dampens enthusiasm however is it is simply not easy living here in the third dimension. For any of us.

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I am grateful beyond belief to be able to write to you here. Your presence brings me comfort and a sense of community. This said, I am about to remind you of something extremely important to your third dimensional existence. You have had a lot of trouble figuring this living thing out precisely because you were NOT supposed to come here and fit in. Understand now that we already have 85% or so of the human population doing that ‘fitting in’ thing. You came to hold a different tune, or harmonic as it were. Sometimes this difference is excruciating.

Here is what you need to know: Our kind needs a very particular balance and integration in our daily lives.  How we go about achieving this has not been made into a package on the market, program you can purchase or pill that you can swallow. YOU are individually creating this for yourself.

I should know from whence I write. I’ve been watching and listening to our kind extensively over the last three years. I’ve been in numerous online groups with thousands of members and only hundreds, both as a member and as an administrator. I’ve co-hosted the former Facebook Live show ‘Practically Quantum’ and am now co-host of ‘Esoterics Today with Amber & Sitara’ on SoundCloud.

Over those years and in those spaces I saw all kinds of emotional overload and fantastical ecstasies played out. As I was coming to grips with my own inner landscape, I even dabbled in a few unwittingly myself. Whew. We are on the front row, as forerunners in the human kingdom, having some of the most incredible inner and outer occurrences and synchronicities. We are understanding a quantum level of gnosis not seen on the planet in modern history. It’s going to get messy.

Regardless of how you refer to it, human growth, evolution, ascension or a horizon event, etc., our exquisitely aware and sensitive community is developing both in numbers and consciousness quickly. Our daily routines, work lives and relationships are all coming under our microscopes like never before. Indeed our entire understanding of systems, cultures and programming has come under self-scrutiny.

As such, this is a call out to you to be very thoughtful about your well-being. Be especially careful with regard to your emotional and mental framework. Stay steady and dedicated to what needs to happen on a daily basis so that your life functioning at baseline stays in tact. Focus on your working life, family life, friendships and activities that bring you pleasure. Find more of your kind and community. Nourish your body with good whole food and rest regularly. Be sure to harness nature’s curative and grounding influence too.

What you are coming to understand about why you are here, who you are, and the nature of the universe/multiverse can put an enormous amount of pressure on your daily life given your role as one who holds enormous understanding, compassion and light. How you are able to hold your energy patterning through these transfiguring times is going to become a model for many as the years pass. THIS.IS.WHY.YOU.CAME.

All humans are increasingly awakening to their inner lives and the call to develop sovereign living as the move toward unity consciousness calls to them. This process is going to go on for anywhere from hundreds to thousands of years depending on the collective timeline chosen. You will be there, at this phases, to say, “yes, I know, and this is how I did it. This what I did in order to be grounded and practical through my own growth in this area of my lifetime.” This understanding is a large part of how you will go on to serve those around you. It is for many of you, the reason you came this time.

Wishing you all the joy of our brilliant times, ease through the birthing process of a newly arriving consciousness and the ability to be there for one another.

Always with my love, Amber

ps. I know you have grown a lot lately. I know you wonder what is going on from a spiritual/consciousness perspective. If you’d like to work with me to create more emotional wellbeing through your spiritual practices, please send a contact message or email me at suburbanlightworker@gmail.com or call 571-969-6904. We can get a lot done in one session very often. xx

Practical Energetic Living: It’s Showtime

Practical Energetic Living: It’s Showtime

Here is a snippet of dialogue from a conversation I had this morning with my mother-in-law, who is over eighty years old.

MIL: It is really hurtful right now seeing all the terrible things happening around the world, especially in our country. I used to be so proud to be an American. When I was young I was so patriotic, singing all the songs, seeing wrongs righted–  like the civil rights movement and the integration of schools…

ME: It must be hard for you right now. It’s painful to me too but I’m grateful to be alive today to see all of this. During my childhood I became aware of how much pain humans have inflicted on each other in the name of some political or religious view or some type of power hierarchy. I finally feel hopeful that things are now changing on a grand scale. The secrets are all coming out. Because its ‘in our faces’ we can see these painful conditions and who is involved with them. I’m hopeful we can make better choices for ourselves, our families and for human beings as a whole.

The fact is, we just listened and responded to one another. We needed to share our experiences. I offer this exchange to illustrate something I feel is going to become increasingly important to us. For so long, the highly sensitive and aware among us thought we would live and then die knowing that life on earth did not have to be this way. There were some periods of my own life that I pretended NOT to be so feeling and aware in order to avoid being crushed by what I witnessed. Even now I can fall into momentary overwhelm and despair at our painful living conditions on the planet.

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As a result of a growing human consciousness across the worldwide population (ascension), which has literally changed the human heart in ways too numerous to mention, Love has finally won. As a part of our Collective you are reading some version of this narrative from many teachers now. You are seeing evidence of this fact in your lives and in that of others. And yet, some days it is incredibly hard to believe this if you take in any of the daily media content. In fact, suffering appears to be at a peak in many ways.

Many of us are struggling to accept that the ‘power-over-others’ paradigm has become greatly diminished and ‘service-to-others’ has taken over (again). For others of us, we will go so far as to reject the idea that the ‘war’ has ended and feel compelled to disagree that this changeover occurred at all. We are so used to hiding our understanding and viewpoint that we may be struggling with how to come out and be seen and heard. Personally, I am very experienced at hiding my true awareness and capabilities having been effectively programmed to stay meek, quiet, and alone with my understanding with very little exception. I know you have too. So where to go from here? What is the task now?

Come out in whatever way suits you best. For some of us, we will naturally come out loud and proud, especially for the youngest among us, but for most of us, the long witnesses to the suffering, we will emerge slowly blinking our eyes in disbelief that we can be understood and even, gulp, appreciated for knowing and teaching the general population that Love in the form of service to others at every level heals and changes everything person to person, community by community, system by system. In many ways it’s showtime.

It’s time to live by example, to practice what you know and to answer questions to the best of your ability. When a neighbor asks you what you do to maintain functioning and personal peace, tell them. When a coworker wonders how you can have such a positive outlook each day, explain it. When someone wants to argue with you, don’t participate. When you are asked to take a leadership role. Take it. When volunteers are asked for, step up. Come out. It’s the time you have been waiting for, indeed, it is the only reason you came to earth this time. 

Sending my love, Amber

Practical Energetics: On Exquisitely Sensitive People

Practical Energetics: On Exquisitely Sensitive People

“Wow, I am watching you stab yourself over and over again.” This is what Isabelle, one of my longtime consciousness teachers said to me over twenty years ago. With me living in Maryland and she in Washington state, she was remotely watching the energy pattern in my field as I dealt with something painful that had happened that week. I don’t recall the specific circumstance but I know it had to do with something that was said to me.

Isabelle went on to say that most humans circulate instances of suffering,  such as this one, in their energy fields a  number of times in succession. Pain reverberates. She told me that I was circling it back around in my field about eight or nine times. To provide relief, as she often did in those days, she worked with my Guides to place supportive structures in that area of my energy field to allow me to soften yet another of the painful blows of daily living.

I tell you this story in order to illustrate the nature of highly sensitive people. You are one of us or you would not be reading this at present. When something hurts us emotionally, it really hurts. In fact, it can be excruciating. And the routine slings and arrows common to life are the culprit. Since this is the case, I know you already understand clearly why more extraordinary and also common wounding is almost unlivable for our kind. As I have stated many times, many exquisitely sensitive souls simply find living here on earth intolerable for this reason.

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I write all of this today to put a fine point on who comprises the front lines during this awakening in human consciousness. You and I do. We were born knowing that how humans live on earth today has to change. We did not need a proliferation of handguns, sexual assaults, effects of climate change, or any other bellwether to tell us so. We felt the pain, yours and our own, of human life from the moment we arrived. We felt the results of a pervasive lack of self love and love for others showing up as rejection, isolation, and degradation although it may have taken years to name it as such.

Our consciousness community at large, regardless of the narrative approach– empaths, reiki masters, intuitives, crystal healers, etc. is made up of naturally exquisitely attuned beings. Many of us serve in conventional roles, as teachers, social workers, nurses, physicians, etc. Most of us have understood very well the depth to our experience of pain and suffering, both experiencing our own and witnessing it in others and our world. Indeed much of our  drive to Service is predicated on our understanding human pain and all of its nuances. We also know something else: Life does not have to be this way.

At this particular point in our planet’s evolution more of our kind is coming together. It’s not easy to do so. We are used to being separated by our historical need to hide or take cover in many ways. We are long judged for what we feel, see and know. We are long derided in mass culture. As ‘canaries in a coal mine’ we are easily overcome with exposure to excessive negative conditions. In this time of coming together, as in any growing community endeavor, there is dissent based on narratives, intention, and methods. While fully expected, it is sometimes alarming and sends many of us back to our hiding places where we will not be seen nor harmed. I struggle with this feeling quite a bit and know others who do the same.

Yet, those of us who are still here are increasingly driven. You will find many more of us participating as agents of change in our local communities and beyond. As the planet rights herself, we know that humans are healing too. And we know that our perceptions, insights and ability to serve and support the greater community is why we came.

To all of my beloved exquisitely sensitive readers, may you care well for yourselves in these amazing changing times. — much love, Amber

 

 

 

Now We Rise, All of Us as One

Now We Rise, All of Us as One

Dearest Readers,

It now comes a time when it is important to share knowledge with one another quite openly. There was a time when those of us who are messengers stayed cloaked and hidden doing our work and sharing our love in the quietest and softest of voices and ways. We waited. And waited some more. The time for this waiting is over.

It is come now that you can freely choose again the way you wish to live and express this miracle called life. For as you are here at this momentous time, you have already been able to negotiate what most other beings in the cosmos cannot: To manifest on this beautiful planet Earth at this one and only time in her history. The time of her Ascension. This is her next higher expression of herself. And no other planet has ever done so with humans successfully making the same passage. History is littered with stories of other times and places that did not successfully manage this feat.

Many wished to make this trek, many lined up and said “pick me, pick me please’. But you who are reading this are among those who not only asked to come but were able to hold the manifestation of this miracle within and hold it steady for the time that is right Now.

Right Now, our beloved Earth has ascended. Yes, just now. And guess what? you went right along with her. And you are still in your current form with all the same things in front of you. And all the emotional and physical terrain that you have held all of your life. Except now you have awakened, or are doing so right this moment, in such a way that you are making wiser choices. What I mean is that for the first time you are perceiving a level of freedom to choose who you are and how you want to express yourself to the benefit of a life well lived. And a life well lived with others in harmonic conditions of love, comfort, and health for All.

It is important to know that the choices you make are equally important to all of life on Gaia, our mother planet. For your choices have an impact on us all. It is really that simple. As you raise your expressions of love and joy and peace so raises these conditions for us all. I know, you were taught that you are but a tiny drop of life on this vast planet and that gave you the idea that you were small and insignificant. That your choices would go unnoticed as they were unimportant or ineffective.

Nothing could be further from the truth. Each of you who chooses health and well-being over suffering and darkness each of your days, or even moments via your free will sends that message out energetically, that is via vibratory resonances, to all of us. And when we and the cosmos perceive that energy, we answer back. And we keep answering that back as you hold that in place.

Of course, this means that if you hold suffering and darkness in your energy, yes, of course, this is what comes back your way too. It just works this way. If you want more fundamental information on how that works, see the Law of Attraction information on-line as that is a good primer for this effect.

But for now, I wish to send you Only Love. That is all that is ever needed. It is the ‘fuel’ by which this beautiful Ascension occurs. Keep doing what you are doing: Releasing, renewing, recommitting, and rewiring your thoughts and feelings. You are doing a splendid job. And it shows.

Your Awakening Took a Huge Leap

Your Awakening Took a Huge Leap

So much has happened since I last wrote to you. You see, I grow right along side of you and more of me has become available to communicate with you about the times we are Now in. What you now see before you is a world that has shifted. You felt it when it happened. Take a moment to let that settle on you. Yes, good, you have it.

In that shift that occurred on the March 21st Equinox something beautiful and long planned and awaited occurred. Humanity had awakened itself enough and focused on our hearts (love) so well individually that we came together as One and struck the perfect note, chord, or code aligning perfectly in the Multiverse (any conceptualization works) and we jumped. We lept into the next highest version of ourselves any human beings have ever taken at any time on any timeline. This condition is perfectly available to All Now.  To be clear, however, it is all a choice at every level of your being. It matters not one bit your method for aligning with it. You do this in an instant, faster than that actually, but that math is for much later. Wink.

So, for a moment, please take a bow inward and give yourself a loving hug of appreciation and turn outward from inside and send appreciation and love to your human family that consciously and yes, unconsciously, joined with you to help this happen. It was a magical day. Hearts were resounding with a level of Love that was ecstatic for many that day. And still is. Stop for a moment now and Imagine that Love. Allow it to spill over you. Delight in in it. Good, now you received it in your conscious awareness too. See how simple it all is. Never believe again in having to ritualize or earn or any other concept for being One with All. Welcome to your Family loves.

As mentioned in the last blog, I will have guests from time to time now who wish to speak with you. As such, please meet Alantiria, as she has very glad tidings to share.

Hello Dear Friends,

Yes, Amber is correct, I’ve been closely observing Earth and participating here with you since the mid 1960s. I’ve seen so much of what you have experienced. Indeed, I too have allowed many of the same experiences as was my mission. You see, each of you are Creators. You are having these life experiences given your own missions to know that which is God. You are now awakening to the fact that indeed you do this in order to understand who you are. And now has come the time that all is being revealed to you. You are doing beautifully with this experience. You have so many here who love and care for you while you make what is an ascension process on your planet. All is very well. You can be very reassured of your place and importance in this timeframe. You came as we all did to be here as Earth took her next step and expression in the cosmos. We, all of us, are very proud and pleased. We stand in perfect awe at what you have done. 

 

Thank you Beloved Alantiria. Nice to have you visit my page. I know you will come again. As for you, reader, I would like to suggest a couple of things to you. This ascension business is bumpy and appears chaotic at times. You can find yourself fairly disoriented. I know. The internet has tons of information on Ascension symptoms as each stage as we progress. Now is a good time to get familiar. You are shedding, releasing that which no longer serves you and your life purpose and meaning. This is divine and perfect. I always remind people to please get a daily routine in place that is loving and supportive of yourself. Remember, no two people do it the same way. Your individual energy signature requires it’s own care and feeding, so to speak.

I leave you with this very simple mantra: I AM, We ARE.

And so it is. Much love, Amber

 

 

Magnetic Resonance and You

Magnetic Resonance and You

You are only reading this because of the words ‘magnetic resonance’, right? And you see that it may have something to do with you. Buckle up as this short ride is going to get a tad bumpy. No worries: You totally got this. Because you are the one (ones) who made it happen.

Many of you have been experiencing and/or reading about a 5th dimensional ascension process. 3D to 5D. If you are someone who does not know what this is referring to, either stop here and Google or just keep reading. Either way is fine. And some of you are hearing from spirituality and consciousness types about the fact that human beings are tuning more into their hearts and away from the noise and business of the mind. You and your friends have been wishing and saying that we should generate more love, compassion and kindness. Bottom line: all of this is happening. Right Now.

Human beings are now responding to a call from within themselves like no other. That call is to rise above pettiness, dictatorial power over others, devisiveness, exclusivity and any other shadowy (unenlightened) traits. We are, how to say, no longer ‘shady’. Well, at least a very important percentage of us are not. And this is the perfect storm. Thus the magnetic resonance. We are increasingly drawing together to form a collective force for Love that stands mightily to take us to that next level of human existence. This for many is what is referred to as the 5th dimensional earth consciousness.

Many of you reading this are tapped in tightly to a Source, God, or Central Being as in Divinity by Any Name  you choose. This connection as you may call it has taught you that there is no separation, that we are all One. And this Oneness includes All That Is. Nature, earth, plants and animals qualify, right? Well, darlings, add the cosmos, indeed, the multiverse to the mix, and you will just about have it All. As you can now see, the magnetic resonance extends not just among our humankind but All Kind.

Those of you who have awareness of the Universal Law of Attraction will easily understand, and so now will the rest of us, that by reaching a new place in our human expression, our resonance, a harmonic place, we have called to us, magnetized to us, something long predicted across eons is now come to pass. We have called to us the Golden Age. A time when humans and our planet earth can exist in complete harmony and LOVE with the entirety of All Existence.

Today is a day long awaited, planned for and now arrived. And so it is. Much love to each of you. I came to Love. So I do. So I AM. So We ARE.

 

The Divine Service of Pain

The Divine Service of Pain

Here is a basic tenet about living a three dimensional human life.  We have human bodies. They get hurt and we suffer. Diseases also cause us tremendous pain. And we get hurt at both the accidental and deliberate hands and psychological predation of others and ourselves. In our current Agreement this is part of the programming we accepted to be on this planet. Therefore we suffer mightily. Given the predominance of pain, allow me to introduce its divine service to you.

To explore the opportunity pain brings you,  consider the emotional pain you now experience. Because this by far is your most challenging and unrelenting issue as it is for the entire human species. You are suffering just as I once did on a daily basis. Suffering is inevitable given what our collective believes and does in response to those beliefs. It is our heritage for thousands of years now. The good news is all of this is changing. The fact you are reading this item is just one affirmation for this fact. Unlike prior generations, we are healing faster and more effectively from the steady stream of unending emotional pain than at any other time on Earth. Beloveds, as a collective we are releasing our Agreement to hold the beliefs required to produce the resultant expression of suffering.

In the late 90’s I had a prophetic boyfriend who told me, among many things that eventually came to pass, that I was “always walking through a field of of wild flowers” implying that I only saw the beauty in life and never allowed myself to look at the darker parts. He was right. And many of you who are very intuitive and empathic types will understand what he was telling me. As a highly conscious person, just as you are or are becoming,  I thought my job was to remain positive, keep my eyes turned towards the Light, and share this with others. I was in immense emotional pain. In fact, I was becoming exhausted by the accumulation of pain, mine and other’s, but unwilling to acknowledge it because to do so would change my  life in ways for which I was not consciously ready.

I am here to tell you many years later that acknowledging and then healing emotional pain is a divinely provided and supported path to conscious awareness and spiritual growth. In this growth you will find the peace, comfort and stability of self that is your Original Birthright. And it is a common path of choice for humans inclusive of physical pain which has a monstrous but certain pathway that can take you to a new level of human existence as you pass through it. When you are ready, often in the eleventh hour, you will relent, you will collapse, and then you will allow yourself to recover. You will take the trip the mythical Persephone takes into the abysmal depths seemingly below and behind all that is familiar and preferred.

The journey will challenge everything you thought you knew about yourself and others. Then you will return to the true Spring of your life revived and hopeful. You will blossom naturally in ways you did not imagine possible while you were so busy being consumed by managing and responding to pain. I know this because I am now in this blooming phase of life. It was not easy to get here. Some of it was, and sometimes still is, downright ugly. All’s not lost in the process either. While it was going on I had love, friends, work and enjoyment in my life. Yes, at times I did not have love, did not have friends and did not work and did not enjoy my life. Looking back it was very much an endurance dance across years.

One way to conceive of pain as a path to healing and powerful consciousness growth is to imagine that you are ‘threading the eye of the needle’ which means to go straight for it and headlong into the center of it such that you arrive cleared of it on the other side. Of course, you will eddy out to the edges of it from time to time. It is only human to lighten up a bit and give yourself plenty of breaks.

Be generous with yourself most of all. Get any and all healthful support available to you while you endeavor to heal. Make use of nature, the healing arts, good food, laughter, music and quality care as needed. You have within you everything needed for releasing and relieving that which causes you so much pain and suffering. You came to our gorgeous Earth will all of this capability written into everyone of your over 30 trillion cells. Now it is about remembering and practicing.

Your affirmation: Please read it through once. Then read it aloud once. And then read it very slowly aloud to yourself even if it seems you lose the meaning of the words you are saying. There is power in this method.

‘I have everything I need inside of me in order to release and heal all pain and suffering. I choose now to activate those healing agents with deep gratitude for my true and divinely guided self.’

I am sending you my Love. Thank you for being on the planet at this incredible time. Om shanti. Amber