A Practical Lesson about Integrating Past Life Information

A Practical Lesson about Integrating Past Life Information

The lesson I am writing about occurred when I was getting a hot stone massage in a ski village high up in the Rocky Mountains. The woman involved, a massage therapist,  imparted a powerful lesson about being fully present and grounded in this lifetime.

At times, as some of you do, I get intrusive awarenesses about other people and situations even when minding my own energetic business. I try to reserve my insight for those who patently ask for it. These more random moments happen because I operate out of clair-senses and intuition a lot of the time now. This was one of those times that incoming information was not particularly convenient but the information persisted.

As I laid there with moderately heavy and deliciously hot stones on my body in the dim, aromatic therapy room I became aware of a male Native American figure standing around us. He told me that he was ‘her’. More specifically he told me that the work she was doing on my body was his work. It was ‘him’ who was conducting the session through her.

I found that detail interesting but had no desire to pipe up and say anything. Usually I am a fairly quite client on the treatment table. He then told me specifically that he, this ‘aspect’ of her was ‘Paiute’ (sounded like Pi-ute). I heard that and thought that perhaps I’d heard of them as a school child or somewhere along the way. I was not sure I had.

He gave me the strong sense that he wanted me to tell her this about herself. So, trusting the moment and setting, in the dim light, I spoke up. “Okay, in some of the work I do with clients I provide intuitive consultation and teach growth in consciousness.” Silence. “And I am being asked to tell you that you have a Paiute Indian hanging around you right now.” More silence.

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Since I’d gone this far, I went for broke. “It seems that you know about past lives in general (my intuitive guess) so you can understand that he’s telling me that he is the reason you work as a massage therapist the way you do. I hope that makes sense to you somehow. Do you know of the Paiute?”

She replied that she was unsure if she knew this tribe specifically but she did feel close to Native American traditional healing. Then silence. Good. I felt I completed the mission and  simply went back into my quiet mode, relieved of what I felt compelled to describe. He stopped talking to me but his presence lingered.

Here comes my lesson. Yours too. As is the ritual, the therapist left the room so I could dress and then meet her in the hallway for a glass of water and summary conversation. When I opened the door to the hall, there she stood, a tray with water in hand.

She volunteered that while she had not known the Paiute Tribe, she had worked over the years with the Lakota Tribe. I passed on to her that if she had any prompting she would very likely make a terrific modern Shaman given her experiences there. She confirmed that yes, she had previously been asked to consider Shamanistic work in the past, but has so far declined to do so.

She went on to explain that she does understand past life themes but that she “lives in this life today” and indicated that her journey as a soul now is to continue to negotiate this lifetime to the best of her ability.

I told her that I really honored her perspective and feel that many of our kind could take a lesson from her viewpoint. While we can discover our past life ‘roots’ and other amazing consciousness/spirituality-based attributes, what mattered most was being able to be grounded and present in this life.

As a further takeaway I realize that I was being shown how one individual could acknowledge an aspect of herself, accept it, and then understand how it was playing out in her life today. All with apparent nonchalance.

This example stood as mirror to so many humans in our wider collective who get lost, understandably so, in the particulars of their own hero’s journey. They fantasize, glamorize or otherwise fixate upon and act out these features to the detriment of their daily life requirements. I’ve seen plenty of this.

I bring this to your attention today because over the next 50 years you are going to watch as humans begin to expand from within who they know themselves to be. Some of the content will go beyond what is termed ‘past life’ into ‘future life’ and more.  In fact ‘past’ and ‘future’ will morph into ‘aspects of you’ regardless of the time construct. You may already have some experiences in this zone.

What I hope you will do as you grow is make the decision to stay patently present in this life. Bring all the wisdom of awarenesses you are gaining to your current life. The human kingdom is growing in what can be considered an evolutionary way. You who read this type of material, mine and others, are those who came on the early side of this moment in human history.

As such, you will be greatly challenged to integrate what you are experiencing with what has to occur in your routine life. The beauty and power of the self you come to know will need to be commingled with the shadow and pain components lived in a duality defined third dimensional lifetime.

From this perspective I am more of a reporter and teacher. Indeed you are a master at this planetary and human change-time. You’ve done this all before. Thank you for what you do and who you are.

Always with my love, Amber

 

Hate & the Highly Aware Soul

Hate & the Highly Aware Soul

Our kind often has trouble with hate. As healers, wayshowers, lightworkers, gridworkers and other highly sensitive awakened people we often avoid acknowledging the low vibratory and dense personal experience of hate. What follows is my own experience with it and how it transformed my life.

In writing this post I’m hopeful that you are acknowledging and then healing this very common planetary emotional construct in the third dimension. As with all energy manifestations, hate is only light defined as shadow content, but light nonetheless.

I now understand that in avoiding the subject of hate, we make ourselves vulnerable to exploring a severe limit to our own power to come into self love. And it is exactly self love that triggers engagement with Unity and Christ Consciousness in these times of planetary fifth and beyond ascension.

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Twenty years ago Isabelle told me that I could not know love if I did not know hate. She was one of my consciousness teachers for about twenty five years. As a highly aware, compassionate and perceiving soul I resisted her proposal and balked at any idea that I was capable of hate.

She pointed to extremely painful experiences with humans in my childhood and asked “didn’t you hate the people involved?” No, I did not I told her. I understood them. As an awakened child I knew why they acted the way they did. I was one of those souls who was able to thrive in childhood even in the face of family turmoil.

Then it happened. As I turned forty I lost my best friend. We had known each other since age eighteen. I lost her not to death but to our own subconscious choices to move away from each other and explore other parts of living.

That is a very nice way to describe what occurred. The change was sudden. For me it was quietly violent. It affected me in ways that took years to understand. Then one day it hit me. I hated her. Big time.

I had been trying NOT to hate her for years. We made sad halfhearted attempts to stay connected in a new way, from a distance. Isabelle asked me when the events occurred if my love for my friend “broke”. I was hopeful it had not, so said “no” but I distinctly recall I was not telling the truth.

When the day came that I realized I hated her I simply stopped connecting. It was painful to hate her but it became more painful to pretend that I didn’t. Once I realized that I had discovered hate, I called Isabelle and told the truth as I now knew it. That call came about five years after the events had unfolded, now twelve years ago.

Through that experience, now mostly healed, I was propelled to new heights for setting healthier limits and boundaries on my relationships, especially those from childhood. While I did not experience hate from childhood experiences the way Isabelle suggested, I most assuredly now responded to those events in a number of new ways.

One way was to narrow others’ access to my life and energy. I am now extremely thoughtful about who is in my life and why. I manage my energetic field with much more awareness now. I protect my energy body on a daily basis depending on the day’s events and various settings.

Within two years of the difficult loss of my friendship I  married a man who, in addition to all of his traits, has incredibly tight boundaries. Sometimes overly so. By living with him and witnessing him, he has taught me a lot about what it means to properly care for myself relative to other humans. He is the first generation child of a Holocaust survivor. He knows of what humans are capable.

While he can be compassionate and forgiving he has elected to stay fairly shuttered to avoid what he would consider intrusion from others. At times he serves to protect my interests even when I do not perceive particular risk. While I am still prone to be quite inclusive and engaged with others, this experience has been life changing. For the better.

As a highly aware and empathic ‘Service to Others’ soul I am  naturally motivated and devoted by blueprint design to love and accept humans as they are. My compassion and forgiveness is unlimited. If you are reading this I suspect this is the truth for you too.

It is notoriously difficult for our kind to figure out how to balance our human need to create a sovereign and healthy life when we are designed within a Service to Others construct. My experience of hate, while one of the most painful adult lessons I’ve experienced this lifetime, has been an important teacher. Isabelle was right. I could not fully understand the power of love, particularly self love until I explored it’s twin, hate inclusive of self hate too.

We are all souls this incarnation who arrived from Love and fell asleep to it.The rest of the Cosmos operates on the frequency of Love (Unity as One with Source). We agreed to explore pain and suffering (Separation) along with the miracle and beauty of living on this gorgeous jewel, Mother Earth.

We are now remembering Love. The time finally arrived. We do so by acknowledging what we found here in our lives. Hate is one of the experiences we found. Look for it in yourself. Bring it to the light. Doing so will transfigure you and your relationships, which then transfigures us All. It’s what you came here to do.

Always with my love, Amber