Balance 3D Living with 5D+ Awareness

Balance 3D Living with 5D+ Awareness

It is time that we came to terms with our emotional wellbeing. A lot has changed. We feel stretched, wrung out, run over AND exhilarated, empowered and energized. I know.

You and I know that we came to this lifetime to be of service to humanity and the planet.  Some of you who read this are doing so openly and directly, others of you are doing so in more behind the scenes ways. Still others of you are wondering why on earth you arrived again to this cosmological exurb as things are so notoriously painful and challenging you wonder if you took a wrong turn through a wormhole. I sincerely get that last one.

You are among the most exquisitely aware and sensitive human beings on the planet alive today. Because you are an embodied soul operating within a human nervous system and psychological framework,  your ego might still want to think I paid you a compliment. To a certain extent it is noteworthy as you are beyond amazing. You have courage for miles and the consciousness skills of a cosmic ninja. What dampens enthusiasm however is it is simply not easy living here in the third dimension. For any of us.

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I am grateful beyond belief to be able to write to you here. Your presence brings me comfort and a sense of community. This said, I am about to remind you of something extremely important to your third dimensional existence. You have had a lot of trouble figuring this living thing out precisely because you were NOT supposed to come here and fit in. Understand now that we already have 85% or so of the human population doing that ‘fitting in’ thing. You came to hold a different tune, or harmonic as it were. Sometimes this difference is excruciating.

Here is what you need to know: Our kind needs a very particular balance and integration in our daily lives.  How we go about achieving this has not been made into a package on the market, program you can purchase or pill that you can swallow. YOU are individually creating this for yourself.

I should know from whence I write. I’ve been watching and listening to our kind extensively over the last three years. I’ve been in numerous online groups with thousands of members and only hundreds, both as a member and as an administrator. I’ve co-hosted the former Facebook Live show ‘Practically Quantum’ and am now co-host of ‘Esoterics Today with Amber & Sitara’ on SoundCloud.

Over those years and in those spaces I saw all kinds of emotional overload and fantastical ecstasies played out. As I was coming to grips with my own inner landscape, I even dabbled in a few unwittingly myself. Whew. We are on the front row, as forerunners in the human kingdom, having some of the most incredible inner and outer occurrences and synchronicities. We are understanding a quantum level of gnosis not seen on the planet in modern history. It’s going to get messy.

Regardless of how you refer to it, human growth, evolution, ascension or a horizon event, etc., our exquisitely aware and sensitive community is developing both in numbers and consciousness quickly. Our daily routines, work lives and relationships are all coming under our microscopes like never before. Indeed our entire understanding of systems, cultures and programming has come under self-scrutiny.

As such, this is a call out to you to be very thoughtful about your well-being. Be especially careful with regard to your emotional and mental framework. Stay steady and dedicated to what needs to happen on a daily basis so that your life functioning at baseline stays in tact. Focus on your working life, family life, friendships and activities that bring you pleasure. Find more of your kind and community. Nourish your body with good whole food and rest regularly. Be sure to harness nature’s curative and grounding influence too.

What you are coming to understand about why you are here, who you are, and the nature of the universe/multiverse can put an enormous amount of pressure on your daily life given your role as one who holds enormous understanding, compassion and light. How you are able to hold your energy patterning through these transfiguring times is going to become a model for many as the years pass. THIS.IS.WHY.YOU.CAME.

All humans are increasingly awakening to their inner lives and the call to develop sovereign living as the move toward unity consciousness calls to them. This process is going to go on for anywhere from hundreds to thousands of years depending on the collective timeline chosen. You will be there, at this phases, to say, “yes, I know, and this is how I did it. This what I did in order to be grounded and practical through my own growth in this area of my lifetime.” This understanding is a large part of how you will go on to serve those around you. It is for many of you, the reason you came this time.

Wishing you all the joy of our brilliant times, ease through the birthing process of a newly arriving consciousness and the ability to be there for one another.

Always with my love, Amber

ps. I know you have grown a lot lately. I know you wonder what is going on from a spiritual/consciousness perspective. If you’d like to work with me to create more emotional wellbeing through your spiritual practices, please send a contact message or email me at suburbanlightworker@gmail.com or call 571-969-6904. We can get a lot done in one session very often. xx

When Consciousness-Centered Responses Fall Flat

When Consciousness-Centered Responses Fall Flat

Earlier today I responded to a colleague’s question on Instagram.  In her post she mentioned she was having head and neck strain. Since she is in a healing arts field, essential oils, my written comment to her suggested that she avoid overworking her masculine energy which creates tons of drive and action in favor of  bringing in more female energy that allows flow  and results to be magnetic. I suggested that she create a balance that incorporates both activity AND trusting the flow of life. This balance will take better care of her human spirit and body.

Later in the day I noticed that she saw my response and asked “how do I do that?”  I answered her there, but this simple exchange prompted me to write this post. I suggested to her that identifying human programs that have us exhausting ourselves in the name of success and productivity is one area to observe. I offered that she could explore what is meant by ‘feminine energy’ and how that works to attract or magnetize the desired outcome.

The fact is while I answered her,  and knowing her as I do, I could sense her reasonable disbelief on some level, that my proposal had any real merit. And she is not alone. I completely understand that addressing questions from a spiritually-centered perspective can come off as lopsided, meaningless and trite.

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In the realm of conscious spiritual awareness, words often fail. As humans we are third dimensionally programmed to discourse within an accepted frequency regime that is disinclined to recognize personal power and choice. It is also not a big fan of balance and wellbeing as a way of living and being. As such, to make responses to “how do I do that?” in a few short consciousness-based sentences mostly falls flat.

In my experience the other person either turns off and tunes out or, worse, gets irritated. I’ve had it all happen. The more reasonable human programmed response, if one is even made (first line of huamn programming is to NOT respond to the stated pain), would be “oh, sorry to hear you are are in pain.”, the next acceptable response would be “you could also take a warm bath or get a massage”. Those both fit with acceptable expectations for human interaction. No one is going to argue with those.

Most humans don’t want to hear what I responded with when asked “how do I do that?”. Why not? Because they don’t yet feel able to do the first steps needed. These first steps to anything energetically, consciously or spiritually related require you to notice something or become aware of something. This requirement is the first warning flag a human needs in order to sense danger that their beliefs are going to be challenged such that they need to run away from the conversation.They are being asked to go within. This inherently suggests that solutions lie within not outside of them. It also implies the long haul, no quick fix. Ugh.

A significant set of others decide to fight back when they hear the kind of response I made. Trust me, after all these years I know when another person feels defensive and would rather get passively huffy or downright negative and mean. Plus, my mad skills of perception (chuckling) can smell a sour note a mile away. There are the lovely but fewer intrepid souls who get curious and ask the next question. “What do you mean by that? Can you describe that?” Sweet relief. These souls are you dear reader. These are the humans who by changing themselves change the planet.

I get asked ‘how-to’ questions and often know I’m being asked to regurgitate a list of some sort, a recipe, for relieving a symptom or two. The plain truth is that conscious living of any kind is not a recipe or list. It’s an internal drive or call that we answer for living in a more sovereign way such that human programs are no longer unconsciously driving thoughts, feelings or actions. It is a cultivated perspective that takes dedication and practice. Lots of practice.

So yes, our kind are going to appear to those who are not ready to explore themselves in this manner to be all ‘love & light’, elusive, exclusive and without merit. I’ve increasingly accepted this to be the case now that I am no longer looking to fit neatly into broadly accepted categories for what ‘good humans’ look and sound like. Or what what helpful humans say when asked “how do I do that?”.

I’m okay with the fact, and this is a long time coming, that my best language and intent to support another soul will fail to be received in the manner it was intended, often and completely. After all each of us is already sovereign. We all heal and evolve ourselves based on the blueprint with which we arrived and with which we teach ourselves to inform and interface. It’s the true divine nature of all existence.

I write this with much love as always, Amber

 

 

 

Learn to Stabilize your Energy within Light & Shadow

Learn to Stabilize your Energy within Light & Shadow

In the last two weeks I have had difficult heart-shock. I have also had equally potent surprise and delight. And I know without a doubt that I created and manifested both in order to heal and exceed my current limitations to understanding and thriving in my current life on earth. By agreement before birth, I agreed to have all of these experiences as an expression  and exploration of the Divine.

What I said above demonstrates self responsibility as well as sovereignty. In other words, regardless of the humans or constructs involved, no one is doing anything TO me. I am never a victim. Unconsciously or with conscious awareness I created and manifested the whole experience. And since this is true for me, it gets to be my task to confront it with love,  then heal and release it back to Source. If I did not know this beyond a shadow of a doubt, I would find living on earth at this time wholly untenable. 

The roller coaster that is currently the cosmic and earthly gateway into and beyond this Spring Equinox 2018 is a doozy of fast action and ultimately, resultant growth taking this planet and all who live here headlong into Unity Consciousness. As I write, given my recent experiences, this I am both exclaiming “ouch!” and “whoopee!” These are seemingly diametrically opposed conditions, right? Not so fast.

In fact, these are better viewed as polar opposites that are connected on one continuum of experience. Two sides of the same coin. If I could write this out mathematically I would be able to prove that they are one and the same condition with one expressing itself in the range of Shadow (light) and the other expressing as Light (light). Understand that shadow is also light simply vibrating at a lower and slower sine wave rate than the whiter, brighter and infinitely more pleasing kind.

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Many of you who read my posts understand that ALL energy is light energy. It is the stuff of which ALL life in every form is created. While so many of us lightworking, wayshowing, healing artist types of every path prefer the ‘love & light’ story excluding the Shadow Self entirely, I am offering to you a better understanding of that limited framework.

Until we take complete responsibility for what is hurtful in our lives, personal, global or karmic, in addition to what we already adore about living we will continue to fall into a well of suffering at varying levels for variable durations. We will have to figure out how to invite ourselves back to our more comfortable centered selves.  The Shadow within our human nature is unique to this third dimensional life we live. In fact, you came here knowing this. You simply forgot as you also knew you would do.

As a Collective we are Service to Others souls. We are helping heal a planet just by BEING us given the dominion that the larger human collective shadow has had over the planet for thousands of years. The name of this human shadow is Service to Self/Power over Others souls. As such, the faster we Service to Others humans learn to face and then love our painful aspects of any origin we will learn to balance our energy range in a day to day way. You simply can not come into balance and centeredness without know what is on the other side of the energetic scale.

And without this level of acumen at holding both shadow & light within equal love and conscious understanding your work as a contributing soul, while still very potent, will be fraught with wider vibratory swings that will dampen your Service capability each time you have to find your way back to center. This dampening is frustrating to many of you who are in full Service tilt. I know. I get just as frustrated as you do when I have to dig myself out of another vibratory energy hole. The good news is that I have a much narrower range of wobble in this arena. You can too.

It is inevitable that you will wobble all over the place as you learn to do what I am proposing. Even when we have a good sense of energy management from this perspective new levels of challenge occur. In my experience, just as is happening now, the level of challenge (shadow) is just as powerful as the level of (light) I am able to now hold and utilize as  lightworker and wayshower.

This is exactly why daily energy management is so important. Plainly said, I find plenty of ogres guarding the gate as I make my way to my next new experience of consciousness. Our ‘ring pass not’ or ‘threading the eye of the needle’ experiences require courage and commitment like no other aspect of existence. The further we go, the further we explore shadow too. We can not know ourselves without this level of contrast as human beings. In fact, it is said that incarnating on Earth is highly valued given the range and level of contrast that exists. Other planets and planes of existence apparently do not.

I am wishing you much success as you navigate your own energy balance in the coming days. Today on the planet you have way more access to internal resources that can quicken your balancing act than at any other time in modern history. Go in search of those resources and make your own recipe for success.

Much love, Amber