It’s true. If you intend to have more of the fifth dimensional vibratory experience, and less of the third in your life, you are going to have to be able to hold it. It really is that simple. We’ve been told for years now to self-responsibly “clean up” our lives. And many of us went right about doing so often clawing, slipping, sliding and forgetting only to come back to the effort with renewed commitment. And yet still, we have further to go. And many of you are doing all of this right now for the very first time. In fact, at no other time in human existence on planet earth did humans make this trek we are now making. Usually the timeline ended with no humans remaining in sight.
Thanks to all of the latest upgrades to your energy operating system and that of the body of beloved Gaia, you can sense the very changes within and without yourself. But what you are having trouble doing, what with all of this shedding of old narratives from this life and beyond, is stabilizing it such that you spend most of your time in the new vibratory condition that is available to you. Plus, you have work, bills, kids, spouses, physical limitations, or any other number of third dimensional life conditions to which you still must attend. Please know, it was never ever meant to be an instant *POOF* and now you are a Light Body on the fifth dimension. It just wasn’t.
There is no getting around, nor would you want to, the level of Sacred Self Responsibility you are required to cultivate in order to raise your own vibratory condition. To be ready to discover and deploy the daily habits and routines that are needed to bring more of what you want into being, you have to first assume complete responsibility. To know how to do so is a miracle for All Times on earth. And it prepares you to be able to live, love, heal and thrive in the fifth dimension and beyond.
If you struggle, as most humans do, with those words, self responsibility, take time to write or talk to someone about what it brings up for you and why. To get you started, see if any of these common themes resonate such that you can go about releasing them:
1.I want someone else to fix me and this situation I am in. Humans are conditioned upon a arrival to earth to function in patriarchy and paternalism: ‘Someone in charge or dad will fix it’. The fifth has none of this. You are free to have your own experiences of your own choosing. There is nothing to fix or be directed to do or be.
2. If I take responsibility then failure will be my fault and I’ll get in trouble. This is programming and not truth. In the fifth dimension there is no judgement and no duality of success or failure, only beingness predicated on self love and love of all beings. There is no such thing as ‘fault’ or ‘trouble’, only choices that hold the fifth dimension’s vibrations in place, rising higher or drifting below.
3. ‘Responsibility’ feels like an adult term. And adults are too serious and slaves to their problems. I just like to have fun. This is also programming. Upon arrival to earth you were programmed to stay child-like waiting for someone to tell you what to do. The truth is along with self-responsibility comes enormous personal freedom, joy and comfort. When it’s all your choices, you choose very wisely with great consideration for self and then others. Staying child-like keeps you enslaved.
4. I will get crushed under the weight of self -responsibility. This is also programming, are you not already feeling crushed with suffering and feeling unworthy and a lack of self-love? The more responsibility you hold for the intent of your choices, the more lightweight your life becomes. You begin to unburden yourself and determine to disallow future burdensome experiences.
There are many more themes but hopefully one of these can get you started if you need to heal around this overall theme. Yes, you are going to be in pain at times as you align to the fifth dimensional vibratory life now available to you. You will also experience bouts of pure ecstasy. It was only programming to be in the third dimension that needed you to stay ignorant of your choices for being and living well and co-creating a beautiful society among your true family and friends. So, begin with Sacred Self-Responsibility. Go ahead. After all you have been through, it sure can’t hurt any more than living otherwise has. Right? Believe me. I truly understand.
Sending you much love always. Love IS the fuel of the universe. Amber